Polyamory

Polyamory means "many loves."  Who said that you have to love one person intimatly for the rest of your life?  I have come to the realization that I mentally and physically cannot be happy with the traditional marriage.  I dont know how and I dont know when but I have fallen in love with two men.  Two wonderful men that make me happy.  And if this makes me happy, it has to be the right thing for me.

I love my husband, who wouldn't.  He is a amazing man that I want to spend the rest of my life with.  He is my best friend, and the father of my children.  We always know what the other is thinking and we make each other laugh over the stupidest things.  We understand each other and are there for one another in any situations.  Most of all he loves me for me....girly emotions and all.

I am also falling in love with someone else, an amazing person that doesn't even realize how wonderful he is.  It's a new type of love.  You girls remember that kind of love right.  The kind that sweeps you off of your feet, gives you butterflies in your stomach kind of love.  We connect on this intense physical and emotional level.  I can't picture my life without him at this point.  It's that intense new love that I am drawn to.

I'm not saying that Polyamory the way life should be.  But for people that struggle with the traditional marriage, how bad would it be to love more than one person.  To truly share your life with two people that love you.  It's not a better way to live life, it's just a different way that works for me.