BFF come back!

You're gone, I can't believe this is really happening. I want you back.  I don't want to miss out on all of the fun we have together.  The amazing sex, the late night conversations, the fact that I can tell you anything and you will at least pretend to listen to me. I dont want the fun to end. Not now, not yet. I thought that this was what I wanted, to make both of our lives less complicated.  But its not easier for me.  All I can think about is how I won't see you again, how I can't talk to you, how I can't tell you about my crazy weekends, how I will no longer be able to feel the "magic" we have together. Is this really what you want? For me to be completely erased from your life? If you just want a short break, I can handle that.  I don't want to accept that this could really be permanent.......I'm sorry if what I said hurt you.  Please don't be mad at me.  If you feel that we can stay BFF's please tell me...I won't ask for anything more except that you stay in my life a little longer..I am just not really to let the last year of fun slip from my fingertips........BFF come back to the dark side with me...its lonely without you!